This weather always entices longing and a desire of beautiful bright days in me. Mornings are cool, afternoons are warm and evenings are beautiful. While this mother nature goes through a massive movement, I begin to experience past phases that were beautiful with a longing to see them again. I start to feel all the voices so clear in my mind – they make me terribly happy, but a part of me doesn’t want to feel them again.
I long for living with my parents and my brother and how few things were in past 2 years. It’s amazing how I can feel so much gratitude and void at the same time that it brings tears to my eyes. This season brings opportunities for me to long, to remember, to be thankful and to create space for present moments and new memories. This time of the year helps me to relive moments from the past and wonder what is yet to come. Transitions are both happy and sad, for me they have been mostly sad. But I thank for what it was and what it is and just for the fact that it happened.
I wonder why these months bring so much happiness and sadness at the same time! To me, it’s the best time of the year. It’s not too hot and not too cold. The sky looks beautiful, tress look happy – it’s just so magical!