• Musings

    That’s how we lose the essence of life

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    25 years ago I was born and brought a whole lot of trouble for pretty much everyone who was involved. in high school i wanted to be a painter, in college i wanted to be an air hostess, after graduation i wanted to be a designer and now i’m 26 and i’ve realized that no matter what i do – i should follow my head and heart and try to have as much fun as i can doing what i’m good at.

    we do our very best to have everything that we want in our life. i often see people trying to do everything, experience all the essential things  and not miss out on anything. they want to read all the good books, meet all the good people, eat at all the good restaurants, watch all the good films. i guess life is better when we don’t try to everything. i always try to get the best of out of the moment that I’m experiencing and guess what – life turns out to be wonderful!

    also, i’ve noticed that though we try to do our best, but sometimes it’s just not good enough. we always try to be safe- we buckle our seatbelts, wear our helmets and walk on the lighted paths. no matter how much we protect ourselves, it won’t make any difference because when bad things have to come- they come out of nowhere. they come suddenly. without a warning. and in all the chaos we often forget that sometimes that’s how the good things come too.

    i hope you realize you are not alone, right?. no one in their twenties has life figured out. it’s okay to be a mess.

    You’re living.

     xx

  • Musings

    2014 – bring it on!

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    happy new year!

    2013 has been a beautiful and rough year in many ways. great year it was and i’m glad it’s over! there were some crazy ups and downs in 2013 and it has taught me many things. i’ve already mentioned one of my previous posts how i’ve grown and changed in the past year. but yeah, one of the best things i’ve learned is to stay happy in every situation and never let negativity sneak in your happy world. it’s not worth to spend even a minute being sad or upset about the crap you can’t change.

    also, everyone around me has been talking about new year resolutions, i dnt think i can make one. and in case i do, im pretty sure it wont work. most of the things don’t work for me when i plan them. so no! but there are few things that i expect myself to do this year. in 2014, i want to have more time for myself and give more time to my hobbies ( probably try taking classes!) i live in a beautiful city with my brother and a good job – but i don’t want to be so into it that i forget i have other talents too.

    i want to be regular with exercising (20 mins daily). i want to wake early in the morning ( i literally struggle everyday) so that i reach work on time. i want to click more pictures and experiment more with my diana dreamer. i want to learn sewing, swimming and cooking. i want to be less crazy about the cleanliness in the house ( some people will be really glad if that happens).

    i want to make more friends and learn to express myself more. there are parts of my personality that i want to work on. but most importantly, i want to be a good human being, a happy person. i don’t want to feel less of myself in anyway. i have my own way of doing things and that doesn’t mean i am any less, right? that’s pretty much about it!

    P.S – i love the new Sherlock season! any fans?

    xx