Belonging to Belong!


So the post heading might be really upsetting, let me start off by saying that I’m at a pretty good place in life. I think I’m happy with my work finally and with my body. But even in the midst of everything else, there are times when life takes a toll on you mentally and physically.  Bad days for me are mostly when I’m not in my zone and in the right ‘headspace’ and physical space. I’ve lived alone mostly and have been control of things. This is a very important part of my life and something I find difficult to live without. Most people find it weird that I like to be alone, but honestly I don’t care in fact I love it especially when you don’t get it at all. It’s such a nice break. This is one of the reason I never miss out on my everyday walk. I think that’s the only time I get to myself, sadly it’s just for an hour. It’s the time I enjoy the most. I hate when the normal zest for life is gone and I don’t know what to do with those feelings. Most of the times I try and ignore these feelings and tell myself that I’ll deal with these later because life is so fucking busy. And so in no time, those feelings become something I never expected and that’s also the time when Im feeling emo and listen to some crazy ass music to help myself. On those days, a trip like this to the hills is such a blessing. Just me and my husband – it was a good day. We went only for a few hours but it was so refreshing. Also, all the beauty! Im so glad we went. Are you someone who likes to be alone? What do you do when life takes a toll on you? I would love to know!

P.S. These pictures are taken from IphoneX. The camera is so bloody good!

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